life is really starting to suck.

one of my best friends has decided to turn to drugs and alcohol to help w/ her problems and won't listen to us when we try to tell her that's not the way to go. it really makes me angry because i've talked with her about it and her doing this really makes me feel like she doesn't value our friendship and would rather do this stuff than be friends.

meanwhile HE has seemingly decided he's never going to talk to me again, but instead of having the decency of letting me know this he's just going to talk about me to other people, which is funny since thats what he always got on me about doing.

and i have b's in two of my classes, and yes, that is like the end of the world to me.

on a better note keane was amazing. we got over there early and went to st louis pizza haus. it was really good. you should go there. then we went to the pageant, got in the wrong line, moved to the right line, got a gigantic red x on our hands so we couldn't drink, and decided to go stand in the standing area. there was only about 6 ppl in front of us so we were pretty close and it was neat-o. well first the long winters played. omg. we saw them waiting on the side of the stage and we thought they were stage hands. like 30-40 year olds wearing sweatpants. i really think they should be called king of the dorks, thats just how they were. but they were pretty good. then we waited for at least 1/2 hour for them to change the set and by this time my feet were killing me but it was worth it. they were awesome. they sound incredible live too. after getting a shirt we then missed the metrolink by 2 minutes and therefore had to wait 50 more minutes. for the next one that went all the way to fairview. that sucked.